I find it almost comically comforting that people in high risk physical activities start to recognize that glimmer of consciousness bubbling up and passing without a word. "I'm comfortable with the life I've lived thus far, lets do this." It sounds overly dramatic or caviler with regards to comfort with mortality so no one ever mentions it. But you still see it hit that brain to mouth filter just before someone moves in to action beyond their comfort zone. I'm so glad a friend brought that up yesterday when reviewing lost acquaintances. I feel less sociopathic now. Much love to all of you, my amazing friends and family that make me feel average, normal and blessed by life.